94-16 (Issue No. 442) ----------------------------------- Find Out Who, |* REVELATIONS OF AWARENESS *| How Many Have In Fact, You |* The New Age Cosmic Newsletter *| You Served? And Really Are. ----------------------------------- How Well? Cosmic Awareness Communications Box 115, Olympia, Washington 98507 "Helping People Become Aware Since 1977." ------------------------------------------------------------------- REVELATIONS OF AWARENESS is a cosmic newsletter, published by Cosmic Awareness Communications, Box 115, Olympia, WA 98507 (a non-profit organization) Copyright 1994 by Cosmic Awareness Communications and the Aquarian Church of Universal Service. ------------------------------------------------------------------- COSMIC AWARENESS is the Force that expressed Itself through Jesus of Nazareth, the Buddha, Krishna, Mohammed and other great avatars who served as "Channels" for what is commonly known as "God," and which expresses Itself once again as the world begins to enter the New Age of spiritual consciousness and awareness. This information is for those who desire to help in bringing in the New Age. Throughout the thousands of "readings" given, Cosmic Awareness tells us not to *believe* anything, not even Cosmic Awareness, but to question, explore, doubt, and discover through your *own* channel what the truth really is. Cosmic Awareness will only "indicate" and "suggest." Neither CAC or the Interpreter is responsible for anything Cosmic Awareness states in any of these readings, nor does CAC or the Interpreter necessarily agree with the statements of Cosmic Awareness. The Interpreter interprets the energies as they are seen in trance levels and is not personally responsible for what is said. The Interpreter has no connection with, nor control over the editorial comments, either, which are entirely the responsibility of the editor. Paul Shockley, Interpreter Avaton, C.A.C Editor Vikki T., Office Manager Alex, FTP and WWW Admin ------------------------------------------------------------------------ IN THIS ISSUE: SOME UPDATES: THE DIMENSIONAL SHIFT IN 2012 A New Twist On "The Rapture" Which Is Coming Hildebrand/Schwasinger vs. The Federal Reserve An Update "Case Dismissed" And "Out-Of-Court Settlement" Those Reptoids Trapped Inside Jupiter Future On Earth Looks Much Brighter Gatt Program Should Be Defeated How The Hatch Bill Was Compromised Arginine About To Be Removed From Market Cutting Down That Christmas Tree How Does It React To That? Can One Make A Quantum Leap At The Time Of Passing Over? More On The Dimensional Shift Did Earth Enter The Photon Belt April 23, 1994? How Was The Photon Belt Discovered? Magic And Miracles By Vibrational Change How To Have A Multidimensional Perspective Is The Earth A Reflective Plane? How Matter Creates The Illusion Feeling Sadness At The Loss Of A Loved One Why Doesn't The Intellect Affect Feeling? Love And Intellect: Are They One And The Same? Does A Loving Couple Lose Interest In Sex Once They Feel Balanced With Each Other? The Golden Mean: A Well-Balanced Bisexual? Is Bisexuality Still Just A "Fad"? Focus On Energy As Part Of Daily Routine How To Easily Get All The Energy You Need The Psychology Of Abusing Others Physical, Psychological And Emotional Abuse Child Abuse Is Defined Psychological Abusers The Epidemic Of Child Abuse In Day Care Centers Children Raised In Day Care Centers What Effect Will This Have On Them? Day Care Centers Should Be Monitored By Video Why Is Child Sexual Abuse Now So Common? More On Incest With Children Is There A Sinister Force At Work? Psychiatrists Must Take Some Of The Blame Why Suddenly Do So Many Adults Recall Sexual Crimes Witnessed When Children? Repressed Memories Suddenly Remembered The Movement To Release Battered Women From Prisons Will This Continue? The Erosion Of The Moral Codes In The U.S. What Will It Be Like By The Year 2000? A Marine Obsessed With Murder And Manson Should We Beware Of Those Who Drink Urine? The Secret Of The Aurora Borealis Does The Inner Earth's Sun Reflect On It? ------------------------------------------------------------------------ SOME UPDATES: THE DIMENSIONAL SHIFT IN 2012 (A New Twist on "The Rapture" Which is Coming) (Excerpt from a CAC General Reading, November 8, 1994) COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates there are a few issues that need to be updated. This Awareness indicates that it has been indicated by this Awareness that in or around the year 2012 a movement into a new direction or new dimension will occur. This Awareness indicates that this appears to be a movement that begins in a more solid direction in 1995, moving toward that point of 2012 or 2013. This Awareness indicates that there are many who would think of this as the time of "The Rapture". This Awareness indicates that It wishes to clarify, however, that this may not be the way in which entities envision "The Rapture" occurring, for this Awareness indicates that it appears rather than entities being raptured off the earth and taken elsewhere, that the negative forces may be taken off the earth onto another planet, and the entities who remain on earth will be "raptured" in terms of moving to a higher consciousness rather than to a higher plane of being, while this plane of the earth also changes into higher levels of consciousness. This Awareness indicates that it appears that approximately 25 percent of the people on earth at this time are in higher spiritual vibrations which would allow them to be raptured if this were the time for the rapture to occur, and that this 25 percent is growing rapidly, so that by the time of 2012 or 2013, the majority of people on this earth will be ready for the time of the rapture, or the enlightenment, and the earth itself will become the new plane of higher consciousness, the new spiritual home for entities. This Awareness indicates there will be a great change in the very nature of the earth itself and most of the negative beings on earth will have been removed and placed on another planet, plane or dimension. This Awareness indicates that it appears also that there are numerous other channels who have picked up on this and are now giving similar information about the date of 2012. This Awareness indicates that the emphasis during the coming decade and a half will be on the spiritual vibratory increase, the increase in the frequency that entities experience in terms of their spirituality. It will become more and more common for entities moving into higher spiritual frequencies to become forces for not only healing each other physically, but also spiritually healing each other, so that more and more, the spiritual energies of entities upon this plane begin to supersede material interests and focus. Hildebrand/Schwasinger vs. The Federal Reserve: An Update This Awareness indicates that in another matter, the Schwasinger/Hildebrand case against the Federal Reserve has become more clearly defined. On October 6th, Hildebrand put in a motion in the courts to have the gag order lifted. This is the gag order that was imposed, preventing any of the media or entities from talking about certain aspects of the situation, and a group of people shortly thereafter approached the judge who was assigned to this motion, requesting that he not lift the gag order until they had completed their plans for raiding all of the offices that were that were handling the claims. This Awareness indicates that the judge lifted the gag order on the 18th of October, and raids took place in approximately seven of the offices handling the claims on the 19th. By the time the raids had taken place, the gag order had already been lifted by one day. The intention of the raids was to make the announcement that these claims were fraudulent and there was no basis for their having deceived the people. If this had occurred before the gag order was lifted, there would be no way the offices could prove their authority to make these claims and the raids would have allowed the entities to be arrested for fraud and have to prove themselves innocent. However, since the judge lifted the gag order a day before the raids took place, the various offices have the right to argue that the raids were illegal and they were within their rights in offering entities the opportunity to make these claims. This Awareness indicates that the effect of the raids simply has been to lead the various offices to speed up the processing of these claims. The offices were trying to give entities plenty of time to get their claims in and to revise their claims or to make corrections to their claims if desired. However, since these raids occurred, all the claims from group one, which refers to entities who put their claims in before May 1, 1994, have now been sent to South Carolina, to a division of the Treasury Department for completion of the processing. Those entities' claims will soon result in the entities receiving an affidavit from these Treasury Department entities requesting that they sign a statement that their claims are satisfactory, and they will ask no further claims against the U.S. government in the future in regard to this situation of this case. This Awareness indicates that as has been indicated, these claims are to be paid off beginning sometime in December or January. This Awareness indicates those who have filed their claims after May 1 and up to the present, are in Group 2, and these are likely to follow one to two months thereafter. This Awareness indicates that it does appear that there is a good chance the opportunities for entities who have not filed will remain open because it has been suggested in the settlement that all entities would have the opportunity to make their claims against the Treasury Department for having allowed the Federal Reserve bank to take control of the nation's capital. This Awareness indicates that for all persons to have such an opportunity, they must first be informed of the situation. Since most entities have never heard of this situation, it would imply that there will be further information forthcoming, and that other entities who have not yet heard of this will still have an opportunity to put in their claims. This Awareness indicates, in other words, it is probable that the opportunity for putting in your claim will still be open for some time to come. This Awareness wishes to explain something further that may not have been given previously. The purpose of these claims against the Treasury Department and the banking system is part of a class action suit that found the Federal Reserve bank had not operated legally, for it was a foreign-owned body operating in the United States without registering as a foreign owned body or business, and the Treasury Department and the U.S. government allowed this to occur, which is unconstitutional, and the Constitution being the law of the land, was therefore violated, and the argument that some entities use in trying to discredit the Hildebrand/Schwasinger suit is that the case was dismissed in Fort Collins, Colorado, but this dismissal of the case is common when there is an out of court settlement. "Case Dismissed" and "Out-of-court Settlement" Therefore, to say that the case was dismissed does not mean that the case was totally eradicated; it simply means that as far as the jurisdictional aspect of the Fort Collins legal action is concerned, the case was dismissed by the body and agreement known as the out-of-court settlement, and the out-of-court settlement is the same thing as a contract, enforceable by law, between the two parties; the two parties being the defendants and the claimants of the suit; thus, the claimants, by contract, still have what might be termed the winning hand in the suit -- even though it was legally dismissed from the court procedures. This Awareness indicates that therefore, it is still on course. The military forces solicited by the claimants are still operating to assure it will be settled properly according to the contract of the settlement, and the Treasury Department, including Janet Reno, is aware of the situation and is working to see that this transfers properly. The new money that is rumored to be coming out as a hedge on counterfeiting is actually to be Treasury Notes rather than Federal Reserve Notes. This Awareness indicates that Janet Reno has announced that this situation is legal. There was also an announcement from the Pentagon at 4 a.m., early in September, that this was a legal action. There is likely to be further announcements, but the news media, which is part of the Beast operation and the Rothschild controlled forces, is not likely to jump on the bandwagon and start talking about this unless it is somehow forced upon them by other information being released or by some court order. Therefore, do not expect it to occur on a mass scale from the normal news media networks or publications at any time soon. When the new money is released, it is likely to force the issue to be brought forward to the public so that a discussion of this situation may be more commonly aired in the media. This Awareness indicates that with the lifting of the gag order there is likely to be more information forthcoming even though it may not be through the major news media outlets. Those Reptoids Trapped inside Jupiter This Awareness indicates that in regard to the Reptoids that were destined for earth, these have been accepted by the planet Jupiter as previously indicated. Those who remain there are more or less entrapped. They are still living and are not suffering from their experience there. They have undergone a mutation to allow them to adapt to the environment of Jupiter. It does not appear that they will be a threat to this galaxy, at least for several centuries. This Awareness indicates more likely, at least a millennium. This Awareness indicates that this will allow many of the alien Greys to free themselves from the control of the Draconian Reptoids so that they can pursue a new direction and purpose, not under the influence of the Draconian Reptoids. Future On Earth Looks Much Brighter This Awareness indicates that this essentially is the information this Awareness wished to give in regard to the updates on several situations. This Awareness indicates that the future looks much brighter for entities on earth now than it has for many years. The year of 1995 appears to be one of great changes, but the changes appear to be for the better. There will continue to be exposes of corruption, and these exposes will help to bring about an improvement in the situation on earth. It appears that there will be a continued diminishing of crime. The crime rates actually have been reduced considerably. There will still be efforts to take guns from people so that people can be more easily controlled, but there is also a growing recognition that the efforts to move this country toward a U.N.-controlled nation are not as much for the good of humanity as for the ambitions of the world rulers, and therefore, there will be continued growing of the resistance to the New World Order, and those who stand by the New World Order and its programs will find themselves becoming more and more alienated from the masses of humanity. This Awareness indicates that in general, greater exposes -- and more resistance to these forces that would subjugate humanity under the powers of the super wealthy -- are to be expected in the coming years. Gradually, the people awakening to these negative forces, will overcome and defuse them. GATT Program Should Be Defeated This Awareness indicates there are many good people in many different countries who are not going along with the plans of the New World Order, which is hell-bent on subjugating the masses into a form of slavery. This Awareness indicates the GATT program is flawed with all kinds of expressions and policies that would help to enslave the masses, and therefore entities should watch this, even as they watched the NAFTA program, for it can be very hazardous to future civilizations and the freedoms of individuals. This Awareness indicates that in a short time there will be a backlash to the GATT programs. This Awareness indicates that this agreement is so voluminous that hardly any of the people in Congress have read it, nor will they have time to read it, and there are things buried in it that are so well hidden, many entities will not see it, unless they read it word by word, very carefully, and the many thousands of pages do not lend themselves into careful reading. This Awareness indicates that once it is passed, there are things buried in that program that can be used against individuals within a country to help enslave entities in that country. It allows particularly a nation to take away the privacy that entities have so that they can be entrapped, so that they can be spied upon, so that they can be arrested for business practices that they didn't even realize were illegal. There are things hidden in this GATT program that no business person in his or her right mind would vote for, and yet, it is likely that Congress will accept and vote this program through if enough pressure is put upon them and if no one notices those hidden things buried deep in the thousands of pages making up this program. This Awareness indicates, however, that there are a few entities who are finding these things, as some are aware of these things, and there will be some who bring this out to enough people in Congress that it may yet be stopped, or altered before passage. This Awareness indicates this is becoming a kind of trick that the negative forces are using -- burying some line or two or some few lines or pages in something that is so voluminous that no one has time to sort it out. This Awareness indicates for example, the Hatch Bill that was promoted to give people a choice of and right to use vitamins as part of the common supplement and health care pursuit. How the Hatch Bill Was Compromised The Hatch Bill was promoted by many people writing to their Congress people urging them to join and vote in favor of the Hatch Bill, which would give entities the freedom of choice in terms of their own health care, and the right to use vitamins and herbs, and everyone felt very pleased in seeing that most of Congress was backing the Hatch Bill. This Awareness indicates, however, in the last few days before the vote was cast certain entities working for the negative forces put a few lines into the Bill in a kind of compromise that they would let it go through or lend their assistance to it if these lines were put in. Otherwise they would try to filibuster and keep the Hatch Bill from passing in this session. This Awareness indicates that the Hatch Bill now does is allows entities to have their choice of vitamins and minerals and various supplements, but it does not allow any distributor of vitamins, minerals and supplements to talk about their own brand. In other words, you can speak of vitamins, but you cannot speak of "Nature Fresh Vitamins." You cannot speak of a brand name or make any claims for its benefits. In other words, you cannot advertise your vitamin. You can speak of Vitamin C, royal jelly, etc. You can speak of these many different health care products as long as you don't speak of a brand name, and this of course helps the health industry, for they carry all the various brands, but it hinders any manufacturer or any group that promotes a particular brand that they feel is better or unique for their own purposes. Therefore, the Hatch Bill has put things in a situation where many of these small businesses, small companies, are likely to be raided or put out of business, but the large health food and supplement outlets who do not carry their own brand name and who do not care which brand you buy, will be safe to carry on their business, so long as they do not promote a particular brand and make claims for that particular brand. This Awareness indicates that it is, of course, better to have had the Bill passed this way than to not have it pass at all, because the plan before was to make all vitamins and minerals and health products subject to a doctor's prescription, so that if you wanted a bottle of Vitamin C, you would have to make an appointment to see your doctor, which could cost $30, $40, or $50 for the appointment, and ask him for Vitamin C, and he would write the prescription, and the Vitamin C would probably triple in cost what it would have been from your health food outlet. Therefore, this passing of the Hatch Bill has been better than nothing at all, for otherwise, the FDA would have forced you to pay exorbitant prices for a bottle of Vitamin C. This Awareness indicates that It has covered the situations that It wished to update entities on, and that questions may now be asked along other lines as desired. ARGININE ABOUT TO BE REMOVED FROM MARKET QUESTION: I read the other day that the amino acid Arginine is about to be taken off the market by the FDA and made available only through a doctor's prescription, and according to health food information, this amino acid helps everything from impotence to aging, but there is still some on the market for awhile. There was no question; that was just a comment. COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that this indeed appears to be a sign that the FDA is continuing its effort to take away the alternative health programs that entities need and desire, even in spite of the Hatch Bill being passed. It will not stop with Arginine; the FDA would like to take all vitamins and minerals and give them to the medical profession for use as prescription medicine because the FDA works for the medical profession. The FDA was established to work for the medical profession. In the early days of the FDA, anyone other than a medical doctor was described as being a quack if they gave any kind of health assistance. ED's Note: For the incredible information on the AMA and its hitman, the FDA, please read the book "Murder by Injection" by Eustice Mullins, which exposes the entire American Medical Association as a fraudulent, self-serving, money-grubbing gang which for years has conned doctors as well as the public. Please refer to CAC's Book Price Sheet for the current price. CUTTING DOWN THAT CHRISTMAS TREE: HOW DOES IT REACT TO THAT? QUESTION: A question from V.B., Lantana, Florida. "What about Christmas trees? I was watching the news recently about a beautiful 75-year-old tree that was cut down to be used as a Christmas tree in New York City. Do Christmas trees when cut down just release their spirit energies, or can these entities receive spiritual growth and learning from all the attention and energy given to them by thousands of admirers? Does this energy directed toward them create greater awareness and quicker spiritual or soul growth?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that when a tree is cut, it experiences the cutting and recognizes that it is being violated, but it does not experience immediate death. The death of the tree is that which occurs very slowly, even as is seen by humans when it begins to dry up and lose all of its inner moisture and when the leaves or needles become brittle and fall off, the tree then is very slowly dying. This Awareness indicates therefore, when a Christmas tree is cut, it is usually taken fresh to a place to be displayed. Except for its very place of being cut, it is much the same as it was when living, except for the change of its environment. This Awareness indicates the tree does not have what you might call "eyes," but it does sense its surroundings. You have read of entities who are blind, but who can read with their fingers by touching certain colors and words, even when not in Braille, and some of these unusual entities are able to see things when touching them and describe them with accuracy, even though there is no Braille texture involved in their touch reading. This Awareness indicates that it is similar with a tree. It can sense things it cannot describe, because it has no vocal chords nor mouth. It cannot really see clearly because it has no eyes, nor can it hear, but it can sense; it can pick up on the presence of an entity in its proximity. It can know of snow, it can experience and enjoy wind, and it likes the movement of its arms, its limbs, its needles or leaves, when the wind blows. It knows the difference in temperatures and it has a kind of blind, deaf, dumb awareness. This Awareness indicates that it has an extraordinary sense of being in its cognitive experience of what is happening. This Awareness indicates of course, it does not think in words, it simply recognizes impressions, and when there are a large number of people around who send appreciation or adoration to it, it senses this kind of energy. It does not label the energy, nor does it name it. It does not think, "Wow! I'm a Christmas tree! My big ambition in life!" It does not think such thoughts, it does not know what Christmas is. It does not concern itself with anything of this nature, nor does it have any ideas why entities might be standing around sending their adoration. It does not call the energy they send "adoration," it just experiences psychic energy coming toward it, and the psychic energy is sensed as being dedication. This Awareness indicates that in other words, it is a living tree, and experiences what is happening to it, as any tree might under the same circumstances. ED's Note: For more information on trees, please refer to "Revelations of Awareness" issues 83-22 (Understanding Trees and Animals); 78-44 (How Living Trees Feel the Pain of the Chain Saw); $3 each from CAC. CAN ONE MAKE A QUANTUM LEAP AT THE TIME OF PASSING OVER? (More on the Dimensional Shift) (From a CAC General Reading June 16, 1994) QUESTION: A question from H.A of Berkeley Springs, West Virginia. She writes: "If one has made the choice to go the spiritual enlightenment route, but because of age departs this life before the "New Age" arrives, how is that going to be handled? I suppose one would reincarnate into some well-advanced family and continue evolution with them. Is there any possibility that one might make a quantum leap at the time of passing over? I've heard this might happen. How true is this?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that the movement in one's spiritual life does not have as much dependency on one's religion as some might think. This Awareness indicates that there are many different religions in the world, and these religions can assist entities in moving spiritually or advancing spiritually or evolving spiritually, whichever term you prefer, and if an entity evolves in an old traditional religion and then during the time of his or her passing over, a period of time passes where the religion changes and a new religion emerges and spreads, taking a great proportion of the population into it, and an entity is reborn into that religion, the spirituality that one has gained from a previous incarnation in a previous religion is not lost. The entity still has the sensitivity, the new understanding or insight as to how to treat people, how to be kind, compassionate and loving of the Divine Creator, so that it is simply reinstated into the new format or pattern of the new religion, whatever names or presentations and rituals and so forth the new religion may have. The entity, simply, perhaps instead of worshipping Allah, now worships this god or deity of the new religion. This Awareness indicates the spirituality is not dependent on religious terminology or design and pattern. FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: I wonder if her reference to the New Age is the density change in 2012, and if this would have any effect on the question? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates if this is her meaning, then indeed the entity's question would be of a different nature. This Awareness indicates in the event an entity passes over prior to the quantum leap into another dimension, the question is: "Would the entity have evolved spiritually enough to have evolved into that new dimension or to be ready for a quantum leap spiritually so as to not be left behind in the dimension in which entities are failing?" This Awareness indicates that, indeed, it is a matter of the intent of the entity. If the entity's focus and intent is toward spiritual growth, then the entity is more likely to move into a situation where the spiritual growth can continue to occur. This Awareness indicates it must be made clear that the split at that time of 2012 or 2013 is not something that is to occur in such a way as to prevent entities from getting aboard the new dimension 10 or 20 years later. Entities are not simply cut off at that time, never to be able to re-enter or follow the new dimension or go to the new dimension; it is not that way. It is not like a "Y", where there is a choice to make and it has to be made at 2012 or 2013. The separation at 2012 or 2013 is that which creates a period where entities have a choice of going one way or another, but if they choose the wrong way and later realize they have made a mistake, it is not impossible for them to get back on course and go the other way. It is not like driving down a freeway and passing your turnoff. This Awareness indicates that it is more like driving down a highway and realizing that you have missed a turnoff and now you must find an alternate route to get back on your true route, so you may go down several streets, down several blocks without necessarily back-tracking in time or on your highway, but find a different path that leads into a higher frequency. This Awareness indicates it is not as though you are totally lost if you do not make the transition at that particular time in history. This Awareness indicates in reference to the questioner's concern about whether one might make a quantum leap, this is a term that could be used to describe how one who has passed over might simply come back into the higher frequency, higher dimension; this could be done. It is a matter of where the entity's interest and potential and desires might take him or her at the time of reincarnation. This Awareness indicates that even as today, entities often incarnate, choosing their family, choosing their parents and their birth situation likewise, at that time an entity will also have the choice whether to go to the frequency that is higher in nature, or whether to go into that frequency that is more dense. DID EARTH ENTER THE PHOTON BELT APRIL 23, 1994? QUESTION: A question from M.M., Orlando, Florida, along these lines. He writes "I have read and heard that we are entering a special period which began on April 23, 1994. It seems that the earth has entered a denser portion of the photon belt, and this may bode significant changes in our lives. Could Awareness confirm this? Also, how long does this last? What are the effects and what can or should we do to cope with these changes?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that the date of April 23,1994 appears to be one that comes up frequently in different scenarios. (This Awareness indicates that it is also the date the Hildebrand settlement was supposed to have resulted in all banks becoming part of the Treasury Department, which did not happen.) This Awareness indicates that there are several other instances in which this date appeared as significant in other regards; that It does not see this date as having been as significant as entities expected. The movement into the photon belt may have occurred, but it is not as though a curtain was suddenly opened on that date and the solar system moved into a different situation. It is like when entities say 'Winter has come on this date of December." Some entities might expect that, all of a sudden, the weather would turn cold, or "If Spring was supposed to have arrived on this particular date in March, then where are the flowers and butterflies that we usually see at the time of Spring?" This Awareness indicates that these shifts are very subtle and very slow in changing, and this movement through a photon belt will take quite a long period of time, several years before great changes are actually recognized. It will be quite gradual so that entities will not even recognize that changes are occurring, but consciousness and energies and vibrations will be undergoing certain changes. There may come certain momentary events that create sudden changes: polarities may shift and change, at first lightly, then later suddenly and with great force. This Awareness indicates that it will be a period of time reaching into the next century, where the energies will gradually build and change and affect the nature of the earth and the experience in this material plane. This Awareness indicates that it will be a time in which spiritual light as well as physical light, in terms of the increase in antimatter, affects the physics of earth. The antimatter increase, which is essentially the merging of the spiritual photon light and the material light, or material matter on earth, will create a different vibration in the mass of matter, but it is not something that you can simply wake up and open the window and see. It is something that will appear very subtly as a change in matter and as change in consciousness, where consciousness begins to have more effect on matter and on the material realm. This Awareness indicates that there will be some changes over time in regard to gridwork, electrical fields of energy, the electromagnetic spectrum; all of these things will be affected in some degree as time passes so that some of the equipment that entities find very durable and working in today's society may not be workable in a future time because of the change in the electrical fields. HOW WAS THE PHOTON BELT DISCOVERED? J.S. in Pacifica, California, asks: "Please tell us more about the Photon Belt. How was its existence discovered, for example?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that the ancients have known of these fields through which the orbits and planets move from historical records that they kept hidden in their archives over many years, and some of the extraterrestrials, whose civilizations are extremely old, knew of these fields of energy that appear in orbital paths. There have been some psychic connections for certain sensitive entities who have made some contact over time with these energies and some of these recorded informations have been left in historical and religious writings down through the ages. The Hindu philosophy contains many ancient writings that allude to certain cycles; that the discovery of these things has much to do with the field the questioner speaks of. Is the questioner concerned about when were they first discovered by consciousness, by entities, by extraterrestrials, by ancient writers and records, or is the entity questioning when they were discovered by modern researchers? It is difficult to know exactly what the questioner seeks. This Awareness indicates the more modern writings that have appeared on the subject have been brought into focus through the work of a few people. This Awareness indicates that an entity in Oregon recently presented a paper describing certain dates for the movement into the Photon Belt and made certain predictions which were inaccurate. The dates were those which appeared in 1992, between a certain time period in July and in January of 1993, and these periods passed without incident, but the entity did bring the focus on the Photon Belt into consciousness. The concept of the Photon Belt as that which has been around for ages; it is simply an idea of a movement from one time period into another, much like moving from Winter to Spring or Fall to Winter. There is no sharp dividing line, there is simply a minor shift, subtle in a way that cannot be discerned unless it has been observed over long periods of time. This Awareness indicates that the recognition that there is a movement into a new area of the galaxy by the solar system is that which many entities have acknowledged. The particular name of an individual is not seen in connection with this, nor is a precise date seen where this occurs. It is not like someone moving through time and space, who suddenly says: "Look what I see through my binoculars! A Photon Belt coming up on the left!" It is not like this, where you can say who discovered it, or when it arrived, or when it will be upon you. It is much more like saying: "Oh, it looks like it's starting to cloud over; it looks like we may be in for some rain." Everyone notices it is cloudy and everyone knows that clouds bring rain. Entities do not understand when someone says: "Who discovered the clouds? Who discovered that it might rain?" This Awareness indicates it is more like that kind of question. It is difficult to answer because it is not like a person suddenly discovering the Photon Belt. The Photon Belt is not like a dividing hail storm that is moving in your direction; it is more like a shadowy change in the weather or a change in vibration that is moving in your direction. It is very subtle in its beginning. FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: So it hasn't had any notable effects on entities since it entered? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that it may have some effect without entities being aware of the effects; thus, the term "notable effects" is correct. There have been no notable effects, except if someone is extremely sensitive. ED's Note: For more on the Photon Belt, please refer to "Revelations of Awareness" issues No. 92-11, 92-12 and 93-11; $3 each from CAC. There will be more information on this later. In December, 1993, Awareness gave a complete reading that has not yet been published on this subject. Among other things, it discusses the days of darkness and the days of intense light that will occur before the dimensional change is completed. MAGIC AND MIRACLES BY VIBRATIONAL CHANGE QUESTION: A question from K.G. in Oregon. She writes: "I understand that going into 4th and 5th density means becoming more integrated, integrating polarities within oneself, whereas the third density, with more fusion, a forcing of polarities and not so much removal of negative polarities within, but integrating negativity with light, thereby transforming the shadow of yourself into light, which is made of both dark and light; that through the integration you transmute the polarities. Is it also true that in order to do this, you must first recognize the existence of both polarities within oneself?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates it appears the entity is speaking of the reconciliation of yes and no, the reconciliation of positive and negative. If this is what the entity speaks of, then the recognition of yes and no, or positive and negative, would be necessary before they could be reconciled. QUESTION: l probably should have asked her other question first. She says: "Awareness spoke of "miracles" in a recent issue and I would like to ask if miracles are not created by integration of polarities instead of by "magic," which is created by fusion instead of integration; that the magic, not the miracle, is not something outside waiting to happen, but within, waiting to happen; that all entities are a walking magical miracle, but they just must be willing to integrate instead of fusing energies." Is that correct? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates it is difficult to understand exactly what the entity means by her terms. This Awareness indicates that lt has defined the change of consciousness as that which creates magic as well as miracles. When your consciousness changes, you are actually changing vibration or frequencies and the frequency change is that which alters the reality from one state of essence to another so that the essence of reality undergoes a transmutation from one reality to a different reality. This Awareness indicates that the entity can interpret these in whatever terms she wishes to use. HOW TO HAVE A MULTIDIMENSIONAL PERSPECTIVE QUESTION: She also asks: "To have a multidimensional perspective, do you not have to see all realities as equal?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates to have a multidimensional perspective, you have to be able to look at things as they are, from different dimensions. You have to move into the frequency of one dimension and see it, then move to the frequency of another dimension and see it, and view from those particular points of reference associated with each different dimension. By "dimension" this Awareness refers to the frequency levels that separate realities. It is like an analogy of changing channels on a television set. You can look at a television set that is not turned on, and that is one reality. You can turn the television set to a certain channel, and that becomes a different reality. You can turn the channel again, and you have still another reality. All of these realities go back to the basic reality of the television set, which serves as an eye for many channels. It views each of the channels by changing the frequency, and you change these frequencies and you enter into different dimensions. This Awareness indicates it is all how these frequencies are viewed. It is the same television set presenting the various frequencies for your viewing. Likewise, the dimensions are all perhaps viewable by an entity who is multidimensional, or is capable of multidimensional viewing, but the entity has to change channels or frequencies to view the different dimensions. IS THE EARTH A REFLECTIVE PLANE? (How Matter Creates the Illusion) QUESTION: Her last question: "Is the third density, the material plane of existence, a reflective plane, like living within a hall of mirrors?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that this may be a way of describing it. This Awareness also wishes to point out that the earth is a kind of a "Grand Central Station" for many different vibrations to come together. It is as though it is a focal point for all kinds of frequencies that arrive together at that particular point, and because of all these frequencies and waves coming together, it creates a special centralization, where energies gather and create the appearance of solid matter. There are so many of these energies coming together that, if seen individually, they would be nebulous and immaterial. But when they all accumulate together in a focal point, they seem to be solid in matter. This Awareness indicates it is like a hologram, in a sense, where there is a frequency or vibration that serves as a screen and a frequency that serves as a color on the screen, another frequency that serves as what appears to be an accumulation of atoms, such as hydrogen, oxygen and other atoms, and these appear to be in groups creating what appears to be molecules, and other energies coming in color those molecules so they look solid and all of these molecules joining together give the appearance of some substance. If you were to pick apart all of these things to find something solid within the appearance of solidity, you would find that there is really nothing solid at all, nothing is material; it is only an illusion of matter. When you pick apart a molecule and discover that it is simply a reflection of atoms piled on top of atoms and then you examine to see what the atoms are, you find that they are almost entirely space, and when you do find something of greater substance than space, it is simply a particle vibrating. It is not actually a substance, but it is a very tight vibration, something that is vibrating in a very narrow space, and when you stop to look at the vibrations that make up the proton or electron of the atom, you do not find a central part; you do not find something solid there. The vibrations appear to have some solidity at a distance, but upon closer examination, they are just wavering energies and the wavering energies, when examined closely, do not have any substance; they are just energy waves. This Awareness indicates that this is how the appearance of matter, such as is found on earth, creates the illusion of mass from the reality of energy and motion. FEELING SADNESS AT THE LOSS OF A LOVED ONE: WHY DOESN'T THE INTELLECT AFFECT FEELING? QUESTION: A question from K.K., Denver, Colorado. We asked the other question last night about her mother dying in an auto accident. In this other question, she writes: "In thinking of my mother, I have another question. Regarding the recent death transition of my mother, I seem to have periods of time when I feel extremely sad, and somewhat in pain. In spite of all we have learned about -- there is no death, but simply transition to another life plane and that our learning experiences are ongoing -- these feelings still keep coming back. Why doesn't the intellect affect the feelings? And what will it take for us to finally integrate these teachings?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness asks if you really would want to deny yourself the feelings of sadness at the loss of your mother? This Awareness indicates it is one thing to have an understanding of the mind, but why deny the feelings their right to expression or to experience? This Awareness suggests that it is appropriate that the feelings feel sad at the loss of someone who is loved even as a child, left alone at home when the mother goes on a long trip of several months, can be very distraught over not having her mother with her. This Awareness indicates that even with the intellect knowing that the mother has gone on to another experience, the intellect also knows the mother is not coming back to this lifetime experience. The child within you, the feelings, has lost its mother. There is good reason for it to feel sad. It will not experience another loving touch or look or speech or conversation with its mother. It is a time to grieve. You should not deny the grieving aspects of having lost your mother. This Awareness indicates the more and the sooner you can grieve over this and not deny the grief, the quicker you will heal so that you can go on with your life. There is nothing else you can do. You cannot bring your mother back. The intellect is totally incapable of doing this, the intellect does not even have the ability to grieve. It is the feelings that can grieve, and this is very important for entities, when they lose something or someone they love, to feel grief and to express that grief. To deny the expression of grief only prolongs the agony and prevents the reconciliation of the loss. LOVE AND INTELLECT: ARE THEY ONE AND THE SAME? QUESTION: A question from R.L., Albuquerque, New Mexico. "I postulate that when you love -- love wisdom, intelligence, power for goodness and so forth -- you love God, and to love God, you can do this only by appreciating his or her attributes. When mercy is subordinated to, or derived from love, wisdom from knowledge and intelligence, gracefulness from beauty, etc., is intelligence equal to love? Is one more than the other? Is one subordinated to the other? Are they one and the same? And is the power of the will greater than these both?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that before It can get into your concern, It needs to understand your particular definition of the terms you use. This Awareness indicates that there are many words used to describe energies. The energies that lie behind the word "love," and the energies that lie behind the word "grace," all have certain meaning to you and these energies are what you really speak of. The words you use may have totally different meanings to this Awareness or to others, from the energies that you are perceiving when you use the terms. This Awareness indicates it makes it very difficult to make a kind of logical sense out of your terms because It does not have the experience of your meaning. When one person uses the word "love," if you could see that entity's meaning of love as compared to the meaning someone else has when they speak of "love," it might be as different as "7-Up" is to "Coke." They may both have something in common -- liquidity -- but they do not have the same flavor. This Awareness indicates that one person sees love according to their own experience with love. Another sees it according to his or her experience with love, and they are not the same experience, therefore, they are speaking of two different things. This Awareness indicates that in general, love is normally an expression of compassion or some other thing where one would like to be tender and devoted, as certain attributes of love, but this is not what everyone means when they speak of love. Some are speaking of lust. Some are speaking of ownership or attachment. This Awareness indicates that to say that love and the intellect can become one and the same under certain conditions is obviously true, if everyone agrees with the same interpretation as the one who promotes that concept. It is difficult for some entities to see the intellect and love as being the same thing because the intellect is cold and devoid of compassion in most interpretations. The intellect is simply a calculation of the mind, much like a computer or calculator might do with numbers. That is intellect, for many entities. Those who see compassion mixed in with numbers, might find this as a different kind of intellect, or some might look at this and say, "It is impossible. They cannot be the same. How can numbers care about you? How can numbers manipulate formulas that do something for you?" This Awareness indicates that another might say: "Well, numbers can be manipulated in a way that does something for you. They can help you to get tax return, enlarge your return, benefit your earnings. Thus, numbers can be compassionate and can bring you back a return on your taxes," and this entity might have some way of arguing that love, compassion and numbers work together as a kind of higher intellect or self-serving or whatever. But, this Awareness indicates there can be intellect, and there can be love in two different things working together without them being the same thing, or without them having merged into a new kind of intellect that is loving. It might be the intellect is still purely intellect and the emotions or compassion and use of the intellect are what give it the appearance of having some kind of compassionate purpose, in helping you, for example, to get a better tax return. This Awareness indicates that it is a question that is mixing oranges and apples, and you are trying to find a way to sell them as being the same thing. Oranges may have a value, and apples may have a value, and you may sell them according to their value, but to sell oranges as apples, or apples as oranges would be a mistake and not too many entities will be able to accept the outcome of such effort. Intellect is intellect. It depends on how you define intellect. If it is intellect in the sense of being able to manipulate concepts, ideas, or numbers in a logical sense, as many entities define intellect, that is one thing. If you define intellect as the love of God, then that is a totally different description of the word, and you cannot mix the two and present them both as the same, regardless of the name you put on the contents. Thus, you cannot sell apples by labeling them as oranges. It is true, you could sell them in this way, but you cannot do it honestly. This Awareness indicates that it is possible that someone could buy your apples which were called oranges, and say: "I like these oranges very much," knowing they are eating an apple, or if they were not well-versed in language they might even be fooled in thinking they were eating an orange when they were eating an apple, but regardless, it would still taste like an apple to the majority of people even if the entity called it an orange. Intellect, by most descriptions by most entities, is defined as that which is capable of moving concepts, logic, numbers, words, in such a way as to formulate symbolic reasoning. Compassion, love, feeling, is that which is an emotional and feeling type of experience, wherein you extend some kind of energy to another in a way that is beneficial to the other. This Awareness indicates it is not something that can be classified in a numerical sense, nor does it always fit into logical formulas or expressions. This Awareness indicates that essentially, love is an expression of vibration or energy frequencies toward something or someone in a way that shows devotion and compassion. It is not an action of intellect, but by twisting meanings, one could make such an argument. Whether he could sell the argument depends on whether he could sell the definitions he has used. DOES A LOVING COUPLE LOSE INTEREST IN SEX ONCE THEY FEEL BALANCED WITH EACH OTHER? QUESTION: A question from E.N. in Brooklyn. He writes: "I have a question for Awareness as follows: I have come to observe that many young couples that are very much in love with each other lose sexual interest in each other although they have no physical ailments preventing this. Some time ago Awareness indicated that sex between couples is a balancing act, and when couples become disinterested in this manner, this indicates they are balanced with each other. If they desire to become sexually interested in each other again, they then would have to create an imbalance. If this is not totally correct as I state it, please elaborate. My question then is: What type of imbalance is referred to here? Please elaborate." COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that this has to do with energy balances, where an entity has an excessive amount of a certain energy and comes across another who has an excessive amount of energy of a different frequency. These energies are polarized, positive and negative, and these entities come together, and can become extremely attracted to each other, drawn by the magnetic pull of the energies, and this can lead to a strong relationship, where the entities feel highly attracted. By their coming together, they can help to relieve the polarities of each other's energies. This does not mean they lose energy to each other, but that they reconcile the polarization of each other's energies. One may be receptive, the other may be aggressive, and the union of the two may bring about a balancing of these polarities. This Awareness indicates that often the entities will also seek some kind of energy exchange where each wants to draw upon the energy of the other in order to feel better about oneself, and this can help to increase the attraction that each feels for the other, for the entities may feel that they can get energy just by being around this person, and this may be true, but after some time, entities may start thinking in terms of "He drains me. He really tires me out," and then the entity doesn't want to give energy. The polarities, now being balanced, creates a relationship in which entities are simply taking energy from each other or trying to get energy from each other. They no longer have to balance the polarities, but they want to get back to the excitement of the interchange of polarities, and they cannot do this so they then start seeking energy from the other and feel the other is holding back. Then they become somewhat demanding or concerned that the entity no longer loves them enough and quarrels can begin. The quarrels essentially are disputes over energy that is either being withheld or is believed to be withheld and each feels a pull on the other for their own well-being. This can cause the entities to become hostile toward each other so that rather than satisfying each other's needs, they begin to make demands on each other and they want something from the other person that they are not getting. This can lead them to either want to go in different directions or to make more demands and get something the other cannot give. This is when the tug-of-war may begin happening in an entity's relationship with another. This Awareness indicates that if they would simply leave each other alone for awhile and just be friends, energies could build back up so that they were both polarized again and would find some enjoyment in depolarizing. This Awareness indicates that essentially, this is typical romance where entities come together in a heated love affair which dies quickly which then creates animosity between the entities. They part and then, at some point, they may wish to make up and get back together or they may go off in opposite directions, never to see each other again. A good healthy relationship is not based on the foundation of sex, it is based on friendship, with sex being that which is a secondary level. FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: In relation to the information Awareness has been giving about energies exchanged as indicated in "The Celestine Prophecy," how would this relate to a couple as indicated in the last question, that they seem to have balanced out and no longer have desire, sexually for one another? Would this energy exchange sort of work as a substitute for this? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that the balancing out is in reference to the polarities. The exchange of energy essentially is the polarity exchange where the positive and negative neutralize so that neither is over- charged negatively or positively with that particular charge. This Awareness indicates that when they reach a balance and begin to suck each other's life energy, this becomes a different situation. It is no longer an attraction; it is a feeding frenzy for each other's energy, and that is when problems begin, and entities begin to focus on how much they are giving and how little the other gives to the relationship. This is where the problems begin, when they are sucking on each other's life energy. THE GOLDEN MEAN: A WELL-BALANCED BISEXUAL? A question from D.J. in Vermont. She writes: "The Golden Mean is the middle path of the Buddhists, and in recommending it, Cosmic Awareness seems to suggest we ought to be healthy well-balanced bisexuals. Or, as I say: "I don't lust after bodies, and I don't care what my friends have for plumbing." Is this so? Being gay or straight seems rather compulsive choice." COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates It is not saying that entities cannot have some slight imbalance. The Golden Mean is the absolute middle path between two opposites. The Golden Mean, in its extreme rigidity, would mean that you would have to walk a tightrope in every step you take through life, and this Awareness does not mean that entities need to be that rigid. The Golden Mean, according to Greek teaching, which is where the concept of this Golden Mean was made most popular, is a concept of not being too extreme or on the outer extreme edges of any issue. By being moderate, an entity escapes the wild swinging and uncontrollable fanaticism that accompanies those who are off the middle path. It is simply a way by which entities can avoid the great pitfalls of life by walking the middle path. If you are to walk across a railing that has teeter-totters going the full length of the railing, and you walk in the center of those teeter-totters, crossing each one after the other, you will find it much easier to walk where the teeter-totters touch the beam of the railing, than to walk on the outer edges or ends of the teeter-totters. This Awareness indicates that is what is meant by the Golden Mean. The Golden Mean is the path down the middle between extremes, between polarities, between opposites. If one is negatively charged or positively charged and is born that way, it is not necessary that the entity have an operation to become totally neutral, but it is important for the entity to know that as a negatively or positively charged individual, one can take a path down the middle that is compatible with his or her particular charge. Thus, if an entity is female or the entity is male, he or she may have to accept the reality of their maleness or femaleness and walk the path of life accordingly. You do have to become neutered to do so. FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: Well, it seems like she's implying that heterosexuality and homosexuality are the two extremes and therefore, the Golden Mean would be the middle, or bisexuality. COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates if this entity were to take this reasoning to an extreme, there would be no electricity, there would be no batteries. She would be out chopping batteries in half so that the negative and positive ends of the batteries could be hooked together. This kind of activity in creating the Golden Mean to neutralize everything would eventually lead to death on the entire earth because polarities are a part of that which makes life. This Awareness indicates it is not practical to destroy life by negating everything or by neutralizing every polarity. lt is important that entities not follow extremes that are out of touch with nature, because they can harm themselves. To do flip-flops at the far end of a teeter- totter is much more risky than doing it in the middle, where the positive and negative ends of the teeter-totter come together. This Awareness indicates, however, to take something to extremes, including the Golden Mean, is in itself hazardous. That is why there are always exceptions to every rule, and this entity is essentially considering the Golden Mean in its extreme position, which would neutralize and destroy all life, for to carry to its extreme the Golden Mean, and apply it to matter and antimatter, or spirit and matter, and try to bring these things into total neutralization, would leave nothing alive. The male and female energies are there for helping to create polarizations known as children. The polarities that make the child's life and form its body are there to keep the species going. They are part of the natural Divine Plan. IS BISEXUALITY STILL JUST A "FAD"? FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: Some years back we asked a question about bisexuality and Awareness indicated it was a passing fad that would soon decrease. However, if one can believe the tabloids and so on, it hasn't disappeared from the scene. There are many rock stars and celebrities who allegedly practice this lifestyle. Does It still see this as just being a fad? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates it depends on your interpretation of the word" fad." If you assume it is limited to a short period of a few months, like that of the hula-hoop as a fad, or if you see the term being used as something that may stretch over decades. This Awareness indicates that It does not see this coming to an end in any near future, but that it will pass. This Awareness indicates that the movement recently of the entities in high school pledging to be virgins is not something that would have been expected ten years ago or five years ago, and yet it is starting to happen, and this may also be just a fad, but it also may be the end of a fad, the fad being brought on by the contraceptives, wherein so many participated so freely in sex. It may be looked back upon as a time when between the early '70s and late '80s that there was a fad for entities to indulge freely in sex, and that the fad ended in the '90s as a result of a new emerging morality, generally based on the fear of AIDS. This Awareness also wishes to point out that the bisexuality that exists on earth is still very limited in terms of numbers. It may have existed for several years or decades, but the numbers involved in that type of behavior, especially when viewed from a percentage, is extremely low. The fact that there are celebrities who are considered special people, influential people, who are involved in such actions, may put more significance on it than it actually deserves when viewed in its percentage on the whole of society. ED's Note: For more on this subject, please refer to "Revelations of Awareness" issue No. 77-27 (Bisexuality); $1 from CAC. FOCUS ON ENERGY AS PART OF DAILY ROUTINE (How to Easily Get All The Energy You Need) CLOSING MESSAGE: This Awareness indicates that the recognition of energy as being available everywhere and as being subject to your focus, where you focus, you send energy; where you give attention, you give energy; the realization that you need not take energy from others, but can take energy from trees, bushes, from the air beside you, from the sky, from the clouds, from the earth, and these energies are freely given, simply by your appreciating and taking note of the beauty around you, and by appreciating the energies that come from such beauty, and by appreciating and taking note of the food you eat, and recognizing the beauty of the taste, and the energy that went into creating such food and serving such food to you; all of these things build your energies. This Awareness indicates that if you breathe deeply and have a reasonable amount of carbohydrate or sugar energy in your system, your aura will build from this mixture of carbohydrate and oxygen, so that you will have all of the energy you need without taking from others. Then you will be able to give energy to others, and if you have sufficient energy to give, you will find that in giving energy to others, your own energy is enhanced still further. You have the ability then to receive payment for energy given. You have the ability to receive energy from energy given, and a fair exchange of energy is that which allows you to gain even further in your accumulation of value. Therefore, instead of trying to take energy from your children, from your mate, from your friends, take energy from the universe and give energy in a fair exchange or give energy as a gift to those who need it. Teach others how to gain energy from the universe itself, by their focus, by their appreciation of the beauty around them, by their appreciation of the foods they eat. In teaching others how to gain energy, they may not l need to drain your energy as much, and therefore, you even help to free yourself by freeing them. This Awareness indicates that it is something for you to begin practicing as part of your life, just as you must practice budgeting your finances or your time or your focus on various projects. You cannot do everything, so you must budget your focus on whatever is important. This Awareness suggests that you add this focus on energy as part of your daily routine, for it will help to enhance your life, and your vitality. It can also help to enhance the lives of those around you when you share this with them. (End of Reading; The Law of Gratitude is given.) For more information on energy, please refer to "Revelations of Awareness" issue 94-19, "The Celestine Prophecy," $3 from CAC. THE PSYCHOLOGY OF ABUSING OTHERS (Physical, Psychological and Emotional Abuse) (Excerpt from a CAC Personal Reading, July 20, 1991) OPENING MESSAGE: This Awareness indicates that It has, in the past, suggested that the only real sin of significance in the world is that of hurting others; that there are many ways where entities can commit this sin or error of hurting others besides the obvious action of physical abuse. This Awareness indicates that there are, of course, many types of physical abuse, and in some cases, even those entities who do not consider themselves as being of a violent nature may indulge in physical abuse. Child Abuse is Defined This Awareness indicates that It wishes at this time to clarify, for example, a definition of what may be termed "child abuse" in the sense of physical abuse on children. This Awareness indicates that any time an entity seeks to hurt a child, it is child abuse. This Awareness suggests that you may spank a child or may give the child a pat on the bottom for misbehaving or for doing something dangerous to itself or others, without the actual intent of hurting the child: this is an action for the good of the child, to help the child understand your disapproval of his or her behavior -- but it is an action that does not need to be accompanied by a willful intent to hurt the child. This Awareness indicates that as a general definition, if you seek to hurt the child in your punishment of the child, then you are abusing the child. This Awareness indicates that there are times of course, when you may need to deprive the child of certain privileges and have the child isolated from his or her peers or others whom the child may be hurting and this can be called, by the child, abuse, or may be thought of by the child as hurting the child, to remove him or her from the presence of others whom the child wishes to abuse or harm, but it is not the same. It is an action of disciplining the child without actual abuse. The actual abuse that this Awareness cautions against is that of hurting -- deliberately and wantonly -- the child. This Awareness indicates that one cannot likely cure a child's misbehavior by one big punishment, one big spanking, or one big physical abuse. More likely, a series of constant surveillance and watching and a persistence about requiring a child to behave properly will be necessary to train the child. If you are persistent in not allowing the child to get by with bad behavior or antisocial behavior, then the child gradually gets the message. If you think that by giving the child a great beating the child will no longer harm his or her little brother or sister, or will no longer get into things that do not belong to the child, you are mistaken. The child will forget the beating and still, because of either forgetting or not caring at the time, may still get into mischief. This Awareness indicates that beatings do not create perfect children; they generally create troubled children, who find sneaky ways of doing their mischief. This Awareness suggests, therefore, persistent and attentive disciplining without child abuse, without the intent of hurting the child, can become a modifying action on the child's behavior that molds toward a more healthy expression. This Awareness indicates that likewise, with older people, children, or people who are your subordinates, there is no need to physically abuse them or to hurt them. If you can find ways of working with and communicating with them to see that it is to their benefit to act along certain lines of a more productive expression, this will be of greater help to both. This Awareness indicates that entities sometimes become frustrated and in their anger, knowing they have greater strength, simply give up trying to negotiate and refuse to compromise in order to get along, and rely instead on their own physical strength, trying to force the other person to behave in the manner they desire. This Awareness indicates that this, of course, becomes another expression of abuse, when one seeks to hurt another in order to get them to comply with their wishes. Psychological Abusers This Awareness indicates that these forms of physical abuse -- and of course there are others that are even more extreme -- are of great concern to this Awareness and to society in general. This Awareness indicates it leads to great tragedy in many cases. This Awareness suggests that still another form of abuse is that which comes from psychological actions, where one hurts another, intentionally or otherwise, through playing with the emotions of another person -- often damaging one's emotions. This is most notable when one expresses emotions that leave the other vulnerable and open and trusting, and when the entity becomes open and trusting, then the first entity may break that trust in a violent way, hurting the other emotionally so that the person who is risking and trusting becomes the victim of broken trust and violation of the affection which he or she has extended. This Awareness indicates that this kind of psychological abuse is prevalent in your world and society, and many of the perpetrators of such psychological abuse consider it a kind of game or do not even think twice about hurting others. For them it is, in some instances, just a way of feeling important. They can actually get excitement at having hurt someone emotionally for being trusting, and they feel a sense of power in doing so. This Awareness indicates the tragedy is not only for the victim of such psychological and emotional abuse, but that the abuser thinks he or she needs to abuse others in order to be important, in order to see themselves as having an importance. But tragically, some entities grade themselves and rate themselves on how many hearts they have broken, how many others they have disappointed, how many they have hurt and they can even sit around and brag about all those who have fallen for them whom they have left in the dust. This Awareness indicates that there is a tragedy for those who perpetrate such emotional violence on others because they are seeking to gain some kind of self-importance from this, and in the long run they only diminish themselves more and more with each episode. This Awareness indicates that meanwhile, those who have suffered from such violations will gradually strengthen and become more cautious about giving their hearts and lives in trust to another, and such entities may grow more cautious, but if they can still remain to be vulnerable and trusting to some degree, those entities are the much healthier for it. This Awareness indicates that in time, such entities who are willing and able to risk their emotional well-being in the honor of a relationship, being able to trust another, even if the other is untrustworthy, such entities are the stronger of the two and such entities are the types who will find the greatest happiness through relationships when the right person does come along. This Awareness indicates that the entity who is so concerned about being the victor in a relationship, seeing the relationship as a competitive game, such an entity is unlikely to ever find a true harmony in relationship. This Awareness indicates that often relationships are established along these competitive lives, and sometimes these relationships carry on for years, and entities may even marry and form close alliances in which the tug-of-war between them lasts for decades and their marriage is a great turmoil for each of them, because they do not quit in the conflict stage, but if they can get past the conflict and self-serving efforts of the relationship to where they look at the other person and have a sense of protection for the welfare of the other, even at their own expense, then a true and meaningful and very precious type of relationship can develop between them. When entities begin to support each other, each other's happiness, each other's welfare, serving the other for the welfare of the other, then a true and meaningful relationship begins to take form that allows for genuine happiness as the two enter into a wholesome and meaningful relationship. This Awareness indicates that those who cannot extend themselves to risk being the victim (this is not to say they must be a victim, but they must be willing to risk to some degree the wrath from another) must be willing to risk being a possible victim in the relationship; and each entity does have some degree of strength that would let them risk being a victim in a relationship, and when an entity can take those risks with another person because the other person appears to be trustworthy enough, then the relationship can become meaningful. This Awareness indicates that if you cannot trust the other person to be the keeper of your heart, to be the keeper of your welfare, knowing that even if the other fails, you have recuperative powers, or the ability to pick up the pieces of your life and carry on; if you cannot risk this much then the other person is probably not the right person for you and you should look around for someone whom to you is more trustworthy. This Awareness indicates that it is a matter of discernment based on your own tolerance levels. How much abuse can you tolerate from another and still love that other enough to give your devotion? This Awareness is not advocating that entities let themselves be abused, but if you love another, you will automatically suffer some abuse from that entity in some degree in some areas of your life as you relate to the entity. There is always a compromise required; you can never have everything your way in a relationship. It is a matter of give and take. You give what you are strong enough to give, and you take when you need to take from the other what you must have to continue. This Awareness indicates that in the process of taking, you try not to take more than the other can give. This Awareness indicates that in this manner, a relationship of give and take develops between two people so that each serves the other in areas that each can serve and where each needs the service from the other. This Awareness indicates that in such a relationship there needs be no physical abuse, there needs be no real psychological abuse. There may be psychological clashes, but neither party needs to desire to harm the other. Neither needs to want to hurt the other. You will hurt each other enough just by your natural inclination to look out for your own interests. When entities begin to deliberately seek to hurt the other, this becomes abusive. THE EPIDEMIC OF CHILD ABUSE IN DAY CARE CENTERS FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: In reference to child abuse, there seems to be an epidemic these days of rampant child abuse going on in day care centers around the country. COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that these have become the focal point of the concept of child abuse because there have been certain instances where this came to the public attention. It is not so much that child abuse occurs in day care centers any more than in homes, but there have been instances in which the public spotlight has been on day care centers. Many of these situations have been purely imaginary and fabricated. In some instances, there has been actual child abuse. This Awareness indicates that the greater number of child abuse cases by far exists in the homes of the children. This Awareness indicates that in day care centers, the practitioners of the day care are more vulnerable to accusations based on fabrication. Any accusation in a day care center calls forth a major investigation, and many times the child simply becoming angry at a teacher will make a false accusation, knowing that the teacher will get into great trouble, and the parents hearing of such child abuse, especially sexual abuse, will go to great lengths to create trouble for the teacher, even without any evidence other than a child's accusation. This Awareness indicates that therefore, day care centers are ripe for accusations of child abuse, even if they are not the perpetrators of child abuse. This Awareness indicates that many times, children in any school setting or day care setting will find opportunities to act out some of their fantasies which they learned at home from observing their parents, who are generally indiscreet in their sexual behavior, and thus, children sometimes act out sexual fantasies with classmates when they have an opportunity, and this can lead to other children talking about it and distortions so that the child abuse or sexual activities of a day care center become a matter of gossip which then can lead to distortions and other forms of rumor. This Awareness indicates that there are greater actual cases of child abuse within the families, rather than in the day care centers, but the day care centers are now the targets of suspicion moreso than are any other establishments. CHILDREN RAISED IN DAY CARE CENTERS: WHAT EFFECT WILL THIS HAVE ON THEM? QUESTION: The television program 20/20 had hidden cameras in some of these day care centers, and they actually showed the abuse of little kids, mainly physical abuse. A lot of children would be crying and being neglected, and some of these women who were supervising them would come over and physically slap them around and so on. I was wondering, I read that something like 80 percent of the mothers are now working mothers and they have to farm their children out. What is this, in the long-term, going to do with these children as they grow up? Is there going to be any significant change from having been mostly raised in a day care center? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that in the sense of the physical violence that is expressed in some of these centers, that this can scar the child emotionally. This Awareness indicates that you must also realize that children in homes, without ever being involved in day care centers, can also suffer great physical violence; that it is not limited to day care centers or strangers; that physical violence toward children is common in your society. It is actually improving in the sense of being less prominent in this age than in previous generations. In previous generations, parents, especially fathers, have expressed extreme cruelty towards children (not every family of course, but in many families). They were taught: "Spare the rod and spoil the child." This Awareness indicates that it was almost a religious tenet to feel required to punish the child through physical abuse in order to keep the child spiritually healthy. This Awareness indicates that this, of course, scarred many children, who then grew up being abusive to their own children. This Awareness indicates that the generations prior to World War II were especially abusive toward children, especially in families that were not well- educated, but even in some of the more educated families, there were still abusive parents. This Awareness indicates that since World War II there are more single mothers raising children, many of these mothers have become very abusive toward their own children. There is something about the belief or feeling that the child is yours, which allows some entities to feel they have a right to beat or hurt the child, since it is their own child, much the way an entity might feel toward their own dog or eat, or other piece of property. This Awareness indicates that in the case of teachers and school figures in previous generations, the use of paddles and whips for children was quite common. It has only been in recent years that schools in some states are no longer allowed to have paddles and whips available for punishing children in the schools. It is therefore not surprising that some of the people in day care centers who are not trained professionally for their jobs, or required to have a high degree of training, might resort to their own personal mothering behavior, and resort to the whip or paddle or abusive techniques in managing other children in their care. Day Care Centers Should be Monitored by Video This Awareness indicates that it would be helpful if all day care centers could be monitored by cameras so that these cameras could be picked up at any time, the filmed viewed in a kind of spot check by authorities, to determine whether such abuse occurs within that center. This Awareness indicates it would not require that the films be continually monitored or investigated, but that they be continually run so that at any time the authorities could come in and if the cameras were not operating, the school or day care center could be penalized. If, upon checking the cameras, the film indicated child abuse was occurring, then the day care center would lose its license. This Awareness indicates that this would be one way where children would be more protected in these centers. This Awareness indicates it is not simply the commercial day care centers that need to be watched, but even some of the Christian churches use abusive techniques. There are ways where children can be harmed through physical activities, such as the striking of the fingers with rulers or such; there are ways of harming children so that marks are not left on the body, and yet the pain is severe enough that the child suffers traumatic fear from class instructors, and these things occur even in church schools. This Awareness indicates that part of the teaching in some church schools is that children need to be obedient, and that if you punish them physically, they may become better people for it. This is not uncommon as part of a "Christian" approach to child-raising. This Awareness indicates that it would be more difficult to monitor church schools by a state using cameras because of the separation of church and state and could lead to conflicts in this regard. This Awareness indicates, however, that children in all of these day care centers need some kind of protection against overzealous instructors who think that by punishing children they are making better people. This Awareness suggests that in regard to the commercial day care centers, not part of the church, there is little reason not to have surveillance capability to assure the children's welfare. In regard to church schools, it might become somewhat more difficult to protect these children because of church/state separation concepts. This Awareness indicates, however, a voluntary approach might be used in such cases where the church voluntarily allows monitoring of the classrooms so that parents can feel at ease about their child being in their care, and those who do not voluntarily allow this might then become suspected as possible abusive day care centers. This Awareness indicates that parents would be able to choose whether they wanted to trust the day care center with their child if the day care center refused to be monitored or to have cameras available. WHY IS CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE NOW SO COMMON? (More on Incest With Children) QUESTION: It used to be, in the local paper anyway, very rare to read about a case of child abuse, particularly sexual abuse. Nowadays, you can pick up any paper and there is usually at least one account, and often three or four per day. I'd like to ask: Has this always been that way, and it's just that this type of information is coming out of the closet, so to speak, or is there something more sinister behind this? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness does not quite see what you mean by "more sinister." This Awareness indicates that it appears there has been more promiscuity developing throughout the latter half of this century than existed in the first half, and it has spread even to children being involved as targets of the promiscuity. This Awareness indicates, however, that even in the first half of the century, there was some degree of incest in some families. It does not appear that incest has become more common in the last half of the century than in the first and that interest in sexual matters of a perverted nature are stronger in the second half of the century than in the first. The morals in the first half of the century had greater influence on society. At that time, such instances of incest or child abuse of a sexual nature were not commonly released to the press or to the public. It was a kind of hidden story. The public did not know of these things. This Awareness indicates that it was also slightly less common. Now it is more common and it is more easily talked about without as much social stigma, thus it is doubly-exposed, first because it happens more frequently, and secondly because people are not so much afraid of releasing information about such behavior. IS THERE A SINISTER FORCE AT WORK? (Psychiatrists Must Take Some of the Blame) QUESTION: It seems to be such an epidemic. The reason I used the word "sinister" was because it was almost like there was some dark energy or force suddenly at work. Is there anything to that theory? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that mostly it is because secrets that were based on sexual shame have been more or less brought out of the closet by frankness and openness through the effects of a growing psychological influence from Freud and other influences in society that suggest to society that things should not be hidden, but should be made conscious. In other words, secret shames of the past are now open topics for discussion, and for some entities, if it is something that is open and capable of discussion, some of the entities will perceive it as something to be acted upon. Thus, in the earlier part of the century, entities might never even think of sex with children, but when society begins to open up and talk about such things, there are always a few who fixate, and become obsessed with the idea and may gravitate toward the obsession of having sex with children. This Awareness indicates that this is the danger of being free to talk about anything openly; that there are always a few who are easily fixated and can become obsessed with certain concepts which they might not otherwise have even considered, had it not been discussed in their presence. Thus, psychiatrists, in opening up sex as a topic to be discussed openly in society, have inadvertently contributed to sex being thought about in many different unusual or perverted ways, and some entities being exposed to these concepts simply could not handle them with the same understanding as a healthy psychologist or psychiatrist, and instead may become obsessed and deeply tormented by the concepts which they have heard discussed. They may find themselves so obsessed that they eventually indulge in the fantasies they carry around in their heads. This Awareness indicates that it is not something that is a sinister force in action, it is rather the result of concepts being opened up for everyone to look at, with the realization that some entities are not capable of looking at some concepts without those concepts affecting them adversely. WHY SUDDENLY DO SO MANY ADULTS RECALL SEXUAL CRIMES WITNESSED WHEN CHILDREN? QUESTION: There's been a number of examples lately on the television news and some of the tabloid programs of adults who suddenly remember horrifying childhood memories. The memories suddenly return -- after a hysterectomy in one case, or for no particular reason in others. For example, a woman, now in her 50s, a witness of the famous 'Black Dahlia' murder in Hollywood, by her father; she was ten years old at the time. In another example, a four year old girl who witnessed a neighbor couple brutally murder a silent screen actress, who, suddenly now in her 50th or 60th year. remembers this in detail. Another woman who remembers at age 50, her father killing and raping her four year old girlfriend. The list appears endless with these sort of dark memories suddenly returning to haunt the entity. Why suddenly are these things happening? Why is there this spate of people suddenly remembering these horrible things that happened in their childhood? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that this is not necessarily a new phenomenon; it is more prevalent because of the current means of communication through the news media --these entities have a wider audience to relate their experiences to. You must remember that 50 years ago, there were only radios, and if an entity had such an experience, it is highly unlikely that they would think to go to a radio station to tell of their experience or to find a radio station that was interested enough to broadcast the story. This Awareness indicates that in today's media-centered world, the public is saturated with enormous amounts of information through television so that nothing is really held back if it has any newsworthy value, or if it might be of interest to an audience. Therefore, stories that would not have been printed 50 years ago are now valuable to the media, even if they only get on one of a hundred channels and are only broadcast once on that channel or through that publication. Because publications are unable to represent all the news, many will represent a fragment of information that can satisfy a fragment of society, and therefore, rather than re-broadcasting the big news of the day, it will broadcast something that will satisfy a small segment of society, but which will, in that satisfaction of society, also sell products for advertisers. This Awareness indicates that it is not so much a matter of this is a new phenomenon, it is more a matter of it is new for the phenomenon to be broadcast. FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: Does it have anything to do with that planetary movement Awareness referred to some time back where It stated something to the effect that all those things hidden would now be revealed? Would this apply in that area and that might be one reason? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that there are very many outlets now for information to be revealed. There are too many outlets for all ears to hear, for they may be listening to a different channel, a different network, or reading a different newspaper, and may miss the news broadcast here or there on other outlets, but still, the information is being released at enormous rates throughout the world, and with this realization, very few secrets remain. It is more that, while something may not be a secret, it may not have been heard by everyone. Thus, entities may take information released and rebroadcast it or reprint it or summarize it and send it out again, and reach audiences that have not heard about the information, who were unaware of it, even though it had been broadcast previously. This Awareness indicates that it is not so much a planetary movement or such, but a matter of how far can so many channels go in releasing information to the masses, when the masses only have so much time to monitor all the channels and information that is being released, but because there are so many outlets for expression, there are also exposes of information that might have otherwise been secret, now being given freely to those who have ears, who are attuned to the channel, who are able to hear by chance or by deliberate effort, the release of these secrets. This Awareness indicates that as more and more newsworthy information is released throughout the world, the more entities will begin to understand that which has been secret in the past and know of the truth that is being released to them in the present. REPRESSED MEMORIES SUDDENLY REMEMBERED FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: My basic question had to do with these examples of people now in their middle age who had long repressed forgotten memories of these crimes when they were children, suddenly remembering them. The basic question was: Is there any particular reason now that suddenly people start remembering these crimes? It isn't so much the media releasing it, but the fact that they remember these incidents, and the police are even re- opening these cases and in some cases have sentenced one woman's father to jail because there's enough evidence now by this grown woman who remembered her own father killing her childhood girlfriend. She had witnessed it at the time, but suppressed the memory. COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that it is a matter of the way the memory works; that a traumatic experience is often forgotten and repressed and held in check for many, many years and may come out later when the significance is somehow changed or altered. In the case of this entity, her loyalty was to her father and to her friend, but moreso to her father, and there was a great shock involved and her memory was repressed and she allowed the instance to be forgotten because it was the only way she could deal with it at the time. After many years, something triggered the entity's memory and the whole memory opened up to her. She no longer had a fear of crossing her father; she no longer had the strong loyalty to him that was present as a child, and she had a different sense of justice and rightness, and thus reported the incident. This Awareness indicates that it is simply a personal thing within her own psyche that repressed it, according to certain values, fears and personal needs, and it was a personal thing that allowed it to come out years later. It is not seen as something mystical or something cosmically influenced by forces or unusual influences. THE MOVEMENT TO RELEASE BATTERED WOMEN FROM PRISONS: WILL THIS CONTINUE? QUESTION: In regard to physical abuse, there seems to be a movement in the country now, a woman's movement to get legislation to liberate these battered women who have been sentenced to jail for dispatching their husbands one way or another, after being subjected to a lifetime of physical abuse. Is this just another case of media stories, or does Awareness see this as something that is going to grow? For example, one governor has said that he's considering releasing most of the women in the state penitentiary who have been sentenced and who have been spending many years in prison for shooting their husband or slaying him in one way or another in desperation, having been abused and battered for many years. Is this a growing trend or is this another media hype? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that it appears the media is reporting the information as significant. It is newsworthy and it is information that reflects situations in society. It appears that there is becoming a greater social awareness on the part of society as to the extent of abuse that women have endured from some of the situations in which these women were subjected, in which this abuse is a mitigating circumstance in their motivation and in their response to the abuse that is being given greater weight than at previous times. It appears that previously, they were expected to endure further abuse rather than to defend themselves in a way that might cause the death of the abuser. It is now being considered that they should not have to endure torture and that in defending themselves by self-defense measures that may take the abuser's life, there is a certain justification. This Awareness indicates that this is being given more weight in the balance of justice. ED's Note: For more information on this subject, please refer to "Revelations of Awareness" issues 78-43, "Incest and Bestiality"; and 81-25, "Incest: The Unspeakable Crime"; $3 each from CAC. THE EROSION OF THE MORAL CODES IN THE U.S.: WHAT WILL IT BE LIKE BY THE YEAR 2000? (From a CAC General Reading, July 20, 1991) QUESTION: There's a new book about to come out called "The Day America Told the Truth: What People Really Believe About Everything that Really Matters," written by James Patterson, chairman of the J. Walter Thompson Research on Consumer Behavior. I'll read a little of this article and ask Awareness for a comment on where this is going. "Americans are making up their own moral codes, as they ease toward a new century that threatens to be "the wild, wild West" all over again, according to an exhaustive new national survey. Among the findings: Only 13% of the populace still believes in all ten of the Biblical Commandments. Nine out of ten citizens lie regularly, nearly a third of all married Americans have had an affair, a fifth of the nation's children have lost their virginity by the age of 13, one in seven Americans carries a handgun with them or in their car; one in five women say they have been date-raped; and for 10 million dollars, seven percent of the people would kill a stranger. This statistical look into the heart and soul of a people produced a disturbing portrait of a nation without a common morality. Americans are making up their own rules and laws. We choose which laws of God we believe. There is absolutely no moral consensus in this country as there was in the 1950s and '60s. The report said Americans believe their political, religious and business leaders have failed them. Worse yet is the press. A moral authority in their lives, Americans rate the press below fictional TV characters." The article goes on and on, but I'd like to ask Awareness: If this information is really true, what does Awareness see will be the result of this trend down the line, say by the turn of the century or better, as far as moral codes go? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that the moral codes are those which have been eroding for some time, and this Awareness indicates that you must understand too, that cultures develop mores and mores become the moral codes of the culture, but the United States, since World War II, has undergone great changes in its culture, by incorporating more and more mini-cultures into it, and these mini-cultures -- everything from Asian groups to Hispanic and to the freeing of blacks and their culture, and other ethnic groups who have been brought into the United States -- all of these influences, along with the cultures that have developed within the heart of the American culture itself, such as various religious cultures and groupings of people, are creating in the United States a hodgepodge of cultures that are forming mores and moralities of their own, so that even movies become cult movies which develop moralities among the groupies or followers of that movie, and rock groups and musicians also have their followings. This Awareness indicates that all of these things break down the continuity of morals -- the gay and lesbian movements, the Reverend Moon movements, the Rajneesh movement, the New Age movement, the various religious movements, the TV evangelist movements, the various political movements. All of these things, even corporate interests and movements have led to a diversity of what is moral and what is right, so that what is right in one group may be seen as wrong in another. Even in the computer world, there are those who have certain morals, loyalties, codes of ethics and those who have others. Thus, one group can freely justify copying software, while another group would argue that the software should be purchased and not passed freely from person to person. Likewise, with other segments of society, the entity is correct in that groups are making their own moralities, and they are gaining their values from each other and from the influences in society that they accept. The drug scene has its own morality. The Mafia has its morality, its code of ethics. Thieves have their code of ethics. This Awareness indicates that it appears to be a continuing trend and may create a greater breakdown of moral values, but there will come a time when something becomes meaningful. It appears that one thing the masses tend to agree on is their need for security. They all want security. At this time, many want security at the expense of others. There may come a time when they realize the security requires that all have security, and this can start formulating a new kind of morality that assures security for all. This Awareness indicates that others see a basic need for individual freedom. Some do not care about individual freedom as long as they themselves are as free as they want to be, and would therefore deny the freedoms of others, in order to secure their own freedoms and this can lead to increased problems in regard to the nature of freedom and how it is derived and distributed. This Awareness indicates that it appears this country is headed for a great change that could be disastrous, leading groups to fight with groups, or it could be chaotic to such an extent that it can be totally reorganized by a strong force that would come along and create new rules and new social conditioning. This Awareness indicates that this new social conditioning may very well center around totalitarian definitions and systems that pull the nation together with totalitarian strings attached. This Awareness indicates that it is too soon to clearly forecast the outcome of such a breakdown of social trends and values, but there is clearly a great potential for totalitarian dictatorship to interfere and to create a new structure. The concept of creating confusion and chaos and then introducing a strict structuring of energies is nothing new. It is an old trick, when entities wish to change a society -- first confuse the society, whether it is a small group, or a nation, and then reorganize with new definitions, new rules, new structures. This appears to be part of the continuing conspiracy for ridding this nation of its historic Constitution and freedoms, to make it ripe for takeover and totalitarian rule. This Awareness indicates however, that if it were allowed to progress naturally, there would be values that would begin to emerge in a natural sense, to allow a future integration of values in the society, so that entities could slowly and gradually adjust to new morals, new social morals and values without going through the totalitarian experience This Awareness indicates the likelihood, however, is that of a totalitarian experience to emerge. A MARINE OBSESSED WITH MURDER AND MANSON (Should We Beware of Those Who Drink Urine?) QUESTION: A question from J.M. "A Marine friend of mine says he is drawn to reading only books about murder, such as "Helter Skelter," and the one he is currently reading is about a husband who murders his wife. When I asked him why, he says he doesn't know. He also told me about another Marine who regularly writes to and receives letters from Charles Manson, and he also likes to drink his own urine. Why would someone have these inclinations and how can I help or counsel my friend?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates the mind is often drawn to focus on that which is disturbing to it, or to that which is unusual and fascinating, fascinating perhaps because it is foreign, and the entity, becoming involved in the Marines, may recognize that he has been trained to kill, and thus may become fascinated by the concept of killing, knowing it is a potential, and thus, wants to know more about the concept. This Awareness indicates that it is difficult to know the exact reason for this anonymous person seeking to read murder mysteries and stories, for each individual is different in his or uniqueness. This Awareness indicates that it is obvious the entity has a certain intrigue. It would be helpful to promote an interest in the subject of killing that is not associated with murder itself; that you might present the entity with stories of the old West or stories relating to police work, or of stories of war, to gradually wean him away from the fascination of murder, or to lead him into fictional stories, such as the Sherlock Holmes type, so that he is not so absorbed by reality. This Awareness indicates that a gradual weaning away from the fascination with true murder events and stories would be a step toward leading the entity into a different direction. This Awareness suggests that this could be the beginning. It would be a long trail leading the entity away into more healthy readings and books. The entity is not seen as one who would likely jump a great distance in terms of topics; the entity would possibly move toward fiction that was intriguing and contained hidden or fictional type of intrigue that could lead him into a more science-fiction type of interest, but it would have to be the kind that held his attention with the same intensity as these murder mysteries. This Awareness suggests that you might introduce him to Stephen King or Hitchcock-type stories that are less realistic and more fictional in nature, or to spy novels something that gradually leads him away from his previous obsession with murder, but which contains similar kinds of suspense and intrigue. FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: I wonder if that fascination with murder and Manson and so on, isn't just an extension of his training. As I understand it, these Marines are taught, in their basic training at least, to charge across the fields with their bayonets and yelling "Kill, Kill, Kill!" and that sort of thing. Would this be a logical extension of that programming? COSMIC AWARENESS: This is in the affirmative. THE SECRET OF THE AURORA BOREALIS (Does the Inner Earth's Sun Reflect On It?) QUESTION: A question from M.S., Randolf, Massachusetts. He writes: "The scientific explanation for the Aurora Borealis and Aurora Australis, is that a gas from the sun called solar wind, interacts with earth's magnetosphere, causing the Aurora lights visible near the poles. I was wondering if the openings to the interior earth and the inner sun also play a part in this? Also, people have claimed to hear the Aurora. How is this possible when the light is 80 or more miles above the earth's surface?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that the energies moving through the earth along the magnetic fields from inner earth and out into those areas creates certain types of energies, a kind of aura-like energy, much as can be found on many living beings. This Awareness indicates that even the human has an aura. It cannot be seen easily by the average eye, but there are some entities who can see auras on humans. These are the magnetic fields of the human body that emanate above the head, coming from the various energy points of the body known as the Chakras. This Awareness indicates that with the earth, these fields are also present, following the magnetic poles, and these magnetic poles emanate an energy that is stronger by far than that of any individual aura, and therefore can be seen more easily by entities and these energy fields also have a vibration ranging from very high frequencies, down to lower frequencies, which entities can sometimes hear. The fields, the vibration, and energies come within the range of human sight and human hearing. If you were able to move into close proximity, you could also feel the energies. This Awareness indicates that the energies would feel something like static electricity. Entities with some sensitivity can feel the aura on another human, and in certain instances, even a spark of electricity may fly from one's finger to another object from the static electricity. This Awareness indicates that this Aurora Borealis energy would be thousands of times more potent than the normal static electricity that entities normally experience. FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: Does Awareness see any connection to the opening of the interior of the earth and the inner sun to the Aurora Borealis? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates this apparently means: "Does the inner sun cast light that reflects on these energies?" This Awareness indicates that this is in the affirmative in the sense that energies from the inner core of what is often called "the inner sun" emanate outward as a kind of frequency and these frequencies help to feed and energize the Aurora Borealis. The energies being somewhat like radiant energies. This Awareness indicates it is difficult to explain this. It is not like someone standing in there with a flashlight shining light out. It is more like rays that emanate from the center of the earth outward. These central energies come from cosmic rays which go into and permeate the outer shell of earth, and when reaching a certain point in the middle, all come together, colliding with each other, and then appear to emanate outward from that collision point and go along the polar route to emanate into that which is the Aurora Borealis. These are the energies that feed the aurora borealis, which entities can see as various colors. **** END OF ISSUE ----------------------------------------------------------------- How to Become a Member of CAC ----------------------------------------------------------------- COSMIC AWARENESS COMMUNICATIONS MEMBERSHIPS REVELATIONS OF AWARENESS is a cosmic newsletter, published every three weeks for members of Cosmic Awareness Communications. 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